Wednesday, January 7, 2009

way back on my journey:xenxa sa grammar!

this would be my first entry as first time blogger:

to all who know me personally tell me if i lied for what ever i wrote here.and to all my friends that who
didn't know my personal background here it is i will open it directly right here right now (CS9) he he.

I was born April 10 1986,in our province
Marinduque, town of Mogpog.My father dead since I'm only 2years old due to hearth disease. I survived together with my eldest sister Liezel now 25 with her husband in Camarines Sur somewhere in Bicol region, and my mother Millet. She's residing on our province together with her 2nd husband and two siblings.

Why 2
nd husband? Here's the story...

We grow up without a father material, a father to cry on and to hug even (
sumbungan) if someone is bullying with us. Until when I'm in Grade 4 (1997 if I'm not mistaken), i was shock to the point that we left our home and go to to my auntie's house.. the reason my mother will be getting married again! WHAT? a big question we ask. We know on my mothers part that she need to have a partner because we are growing up..There would be a lot of expenses because my sister will be graduated by March that year in her elementary years so on and so fort...

Until we
don't have any choice, just to accept what would be its consequences if the married has been done..

And there it is,,i wont be elaborate any details for what happen that time..It might be the worst thing that happen not only for me but much better for my sister's life.

My step father and I
don't have any chance to be close to each other.. i left our home after i graduated in elementary, and live to my aunties house (my father's youngest sister Rosie,which is also now in heaven)

I struggle a lot of problems,,difficulties especially on my studies. my mother
don't have any chance to go with me at school especially if there's some occasion that parents are needed.

Until when
I'm in 3rd year high school my Filipino teacher ask me if i want to go with them (in other word sa kanila na lng ako tumira) her son is also my classmate since 1st year ( until i know through my cousin that my teacher or their family and we are relatives.

I do my best,,try to do what ever the right thing is,, and as far as i know i
don't give any problems with them.

i lived with them till i graduated high school.. and the story on my
memorable graduation day ..

my mother is the one who
will be my partner to get my diploma the embarrassing moment there is she was carrying her 2 two son age 5 and 2..they cried so i don't know want to do,,, i am the one who will be the next to be called.i get my diploma with out my mother on my side!

a month after i graduated i tried to work in a grocery store in our town. i work there for almost 6months,,

i
don't want to give all the names who helps me where i am now,,(for their privacy of course)

way back 2004: mid of
April i leaved my work as a cashier to go here in Laguna,

i met my
tita (wow)! and of course her family..

a family that i
didn't realized or imagined that a perfect family is here,,, a family with a loving dad, a mom and of course their only son..

until they decided to help me back to school..

i took BACHELOR IN SECONDARY EDUCATION in
PAMANTASAN NG CABUYAO way back 2007, i finished my 1st sem then on 2nd sem i shift to ASSOCIATE IN COMPUTER PROGRAMMING.I didnt finished it due to some irregularity on my enrollment form.until i drop it by November that year..i stop studying and just concentrated on my tita's sari-sari store business..

then another open door comes,,i enroll here at RIZAL COLLEGE OF
LAGUNA also for being a teacher majoring ENGLISH (wow)!,,of course i will pursue to finish my studies,not for me but of course to my tita's family especially to her son,, cmon! heheh!

"
sabi q nga sa sarili q,,hihina ang mga tuhod ng mga nagpa-aral sakin ng aq ang kasama at mag-aaruga sa kanila..ung habambuhay na utang na loob sapat ng dalhin q habang malakas pa sila to give back ung mga naitulong nila sakin.....im not a perfect person i done a lot of sakit ng ulo sa tita q for almost 5 years? (sa MAY pa pla) my time kc na tinotoyo aq,hahaha...aun


i love my mother of course but for the reason that she has on her new family so let time had past...i do love her actually i called her once a week if
I'm not busy...


you can ask me personally and let me answer some of your question....thanks for reading it,,,